My 19th Birthday

I know its been a while..but here it is..the post on my birthday celebration.. =]

Thanks alot to Andz for all the effort..the countless calls that got the Jogoya's phone operator annoyed, I assumed..haha..and the patience to call some of my friends to join us for the supper..which was actually a surprise.. =]

As I was waiting excitedly to end my work for the day..I got a disappointing call from Andz..and everything turned out to be so upset that I ended up in tears too..somehow after I got home and prepared myself for the unknown agenda..I was feeling fine again..and the excitement was not there anymore..

Then we headed to Jogoya and once we got to our seats..I saw two guys waiting on our table..which happened to be George and Marcus..and out of nowhere..there popped in Xian and LiNie..and then I realised..that was all a surprise.. =]

So..the food was just okie to be honest..but the dessert was superb! I loveeee Haagen Dazs and the cakes..and the bakeries..and the chocolate marshmallow..and etc...haha! =p mouth watering..yummy..hehe..

Here are some of the pictures taken.. =)



Our fooooooood for the supper.. =]



More foooood when it comes to dessert already.. =D



This is actually my birthday cake..haha!



My plate of birthday 'cake' by Marcus..and since there wasnt any candles..he actually lighted his lighter and asked me to blow it like a candle..haha! owh..before that..he actually sang me the birthday song..how sweet it is..haha!



My two lovely ladies who kept their mouth shut and gave me a sudden surprise out of nowhere.. =p



Suddenly Marcus wanted to join us girls.. =p



And then the guys.. =]



Andz and George.. =]



Linie and I =]



Andz and I =D



One more.



Another one more.



And then a kiss for the effort and wonderful surprise supper in Jogoya.. =]


Well..since Leonard and Karmen were not able to join us for the supper coz they were having campfire..so we actually went over to St John to look for them..Kamal was there too.. =] and then we all went for a drink at mamak near SAB instead..haha..from their school to my school..funny.. =p

But we will never ever go back to the same sad mamak again..there was mosquitos everywhere..from head to toe..and the itchy-ness was unbearable..hehe..

Anyway..thanks alot to everyone who texted me birthday wishes via sms or through facebook who are:

1) Darling Yun
2) Xin Xian
3) Li Nie
4) Amerz
5) Xiao Ying - Amerz's gf
6) Chye Ying
7) Wei Kwan
8) Jun Ee
9) Ruo Xi
10) Ying Chern
11) Ivan
12) Afiq
13) Shawal
14) Winnie
15) Jolyn
16) Hsiao Toong
17) Chun Ping (Xiu Ye Zai)
18) Amzari
19) Wei Leng
20) Sunny
21) Melvin (Bro)
22) Tzen Hong
23) Felicia Foo
24) Sam *who wished me way earlier*
25) Eilene
26) Tony
27) Vincent Liew
28) Zhafri Adam
29) Muhammad Shazhakim
30) Jespreet
31) Mike Au Yong
32) Wei Liang
33) Yoga
34) Ellisa
35) Navine
36) Chee Weng
37) Stephy
38) Harvind
39) Gerina
40) Alexander
41) Mahesh (from Talentime)
42) Muhammad Safwan
43) Felicia Soo
44) Mac
45) Jon Lee
46) Chooi Yean
47) Jianina
48) Sherilyn
49) Mei Chern
50) Nur Sa'emah
51) Rupini
52) Droo
53) Firdaus
54) Nick
55) Aunt Peggy (mummy's friend)
56) Abang Sham
57) Kak Noora
58) Christ
59) Ricardo
60) Nadzia
61) Aunt Irene (Andz's mummy)
62) Aunt Mary (Andz's aunt)
63) Eddie (Andz's cousin)
64) George
65) Marcus
66) Leonard
67) Karmen
68) Kamal
69) Bryan
70) Andz =]

And others if there's anyone who I left out.. =)

Updates! =)

Tanjung Bungah was a really nice resort..I like the lobby..and especially the restaurant, The Shores where we had our breakfast early in the morning..the view is nice and I just love the environment..definitely wont mind staying at the same resort for our next visit in the future.. =)











Anyway..Bukit Bendera didnt come up like how we've planned..but as we were driving aimlessly around..we were caught up with the sign 'Tempat Kelahiran P.Ramlee'..and we were both wondering if it was really the birthplace of P.Ramlee..so we followed the sign and directions..and there it was..the very own house of P.Ramlee..of course..it was refurnished.. =)









And then our main agenda of the trip of course..buying lotsa series from Batu Ferringhi's night market..haha..spent over hundred just on that particular shop itself..and we were both satisfied with the trip already.. =p

Of course..another thing that was not to be missed..food from Gurney Drive of course..I just love the Asam Laksa and Mochi..yum yum yummmmmmmmmmy! haha..gosh..how I wish that I could get back to Gurney Drive for more food..





Basically..our trip was just involving driving around the town..walking in Gurney Plaza and Queensbay Mall..chilling in our resort during the night..owh..we even watched 'Dragged Me to Hell' in Gurney Plaza..midnight movie on the second night.. =)

Tried funny things which I dont like as well..the Whisky&Cola while watching tv during the midnight..taste weird to me..and also..the 'Bubur Durian' that tempted me..it taste wonderful for the first few mouth..after that..it makes me feel like throwing up..haha! just imagine of eating many many many dodol durian.. =p

Before we headed back to KL..we were kinda lost in the town searching for this..





Haha..if you cant recognise this cute little thing..its actually the Ghee Hiang biscuits I'm referring to..haha..it was really difficult to look for the smaller branch of Ghee Hiang..that was bcoz the road was mostly one-way only..we cant make any U-turns along the road..which leads to one road to another..we nvr got back to the same road no matter how..ish..

The reason we were looking for the smaller branch was bcoz the main branch got out of stock..but after we got lost..we ended up going back to the main branch and fortunately..the new stock of biscuits arrived just after we got there.. =)

Overall..we had a wonderful trip in Penang..still..I wanna go to Avillion for our next trip..haha! my colleague got me jealous by showing me all the photos that he took during his trip to Avillion..just a week after I came back from Penang..ish! =p

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I was stucked in Garden's Starbucks for the whole day yesterday..with my cousin, Jasmine..haha..I was busy studying for Management while she was busy onlining in front of me..spent for almost 5 hours there and then waited for my family and Andz to come over during the night for my dad's birthday dinner in Chilis..

And bro showed me the power of Twitter..haha! =p

Dinner was awesome..I just love their salads! =)


Anyway...




Happy Birthday, Daddy! =]





Mine in 2 days time..yay! =]

Back to KL

No more Penang..back to KL..and I'm already missing Gurney Drive..and Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.. =(

More updates soon..gonna be busy with revisions and assignments for the time being..mid terms in two weeks time..assignment due date this friday and quiz next week..so dead..

P/s: I'm squeezing some time to write this post while I'm now attending ITC tutorial..inserting hyperlinks..tables and excel spreadsheet..boooooring.. =p

By the way..anyone on twitter..follow me.. =)

Penang Trip =)

Change of plan... =)

I will be heading to Penang instead of Avillion tomolo..which is not really a bad thing..me love the food..haha..and I still want to go to Bukit Bendera since the last time I went there the tickets were full..

More updates when I'm back.. =D

Back

My disappearance for few weeks time was due to the break down of my laptop..yes..it was way too old..and I guess its time for it to leave..wth.. =p

Classes are still boring..coz the lecturers are boring..sometimes..I dont even know what the lecturer was talking about during the whole class..I even wondered if it was my problem or the lecturer's..and when I asked around if somebody's feeling exactly the way that I do..all of them actually said yes..haha..ALL..

And why in the world that we need to sit on the floor when we have paid so much money for our studies..arent we supposed to be provided with a comfortable seat? cant they just do something when they know that the class is unable to fit in all the students? sigh..conclusion..the system sucks!

Well..cant believe that mid term's coming soon..in few weeks time..gosh...I'm so not prepared..in fact..I havent been studying even a single thing yet..so dead..basically I'm just busy attending classes..and working during the weekends..even the books and notes are incomplete yet..


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I'll be going off to Avillion next week.. =D

I cant wait..its going to be awesome.. =p

Relax timeeee! =)



And owhh..I've watched Transformers II on the exact release date itself..haha! =p got tickets and nice back seats..awesomeness!! sorry for those who didnt manage to get any tickets till next week..hahahahahaha!! =D

Thats the end of it

The outing with my parents and cousin's family was great..it was also my cousin bro, Joe's birthday.. =) therefore..we went over to Dome in mv for late lunch while catching up with each other..

And I guess I'm starting to bliff in my senses..sometimes..it could be really accurate..okie..there were quite a lot of times that my senses were right..and I cant bliff what I've just been through on that day..

Being totally numb..physically and mentally was totally sucks..was it anger or fear, I cant really differentiate much anymore..being almost totally lost controlled was seriously scary..

Whatever it is..I realised what it is trying to let me know was the real answers that I've been searching for all along..and I guess this is the time..for it knows I'm already ready for it..be it good or bad..and just when I thought that I'll never be able to get back up again..it showed me exactly what I needed to know..and made me realised how diminished that supposed to be.. =)

Now I'm grateful.

And I dont need no drama in this anymore.


Anyway..here are some of the pictures taken during the outing.. =)




























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And today's lunch was at Bangsar's Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa with Cw, Za, Niz and Vincent..since Niz was the driver..he was the one who made the decision..and everybody started going 'alarrrrrrrr..tak best la nasi lemak antarabangsa..tak nak la'..haha! but still..we ended up having lunch there..and it was just okieeee..

Then..there was Shahrul..the guy who acted as Ali in KAMI..who was actually Za's friend..so cool huh..haha..so many unexpected things in too little time..but..yeah..whatever..I guess its time to enjoy what I'm supposed to for now.. =)

I guess..the uni life isnt that bad anymore.. =p

=)

Brother's off to Penang..and now I can have the room all by myself.. =D

And I should have told him to buy me some series..like Leverage.. =p


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Well..it seems like there are others who were actually going through some difficult times too..facing disappointments..trying to be strong..pretending not to care..trying to forget..and I know exactly how much it sucks..

I hope they'll be fine pretty soon and have a good life ahead.. =)

Messy morning

The registration for tutorial classes today totally sucked to the max..it was so confusing..not systematic at all..and it causes so much inconveniences..Cw and I were totally lost in the middle of nowhere once we got there..looking at the whiteboard..with all the tutorial classes listed on it...but almost all were drawn with a line initiating that they were full..then wth are we supposed to do summore besides taking the only classes left? =S

We were left with no choice after all..it causes so much headache as we need to rearrange the whole timetable again and again to make sure there wont be any clashes in between classes..

And the most fed up was that once you've filled in the forms of which classes to take..and queued up in the line to get registered..when its your turn..the fella ended up telling you that the class was just full as well..and then you gotta go out to look at the board again..and choose another class..and rearrange the whole timetable again if there's any clashes..

Damn retarded.

Two friends of mine even left without registering as it was way too confusing and they were obviously kinda fed up too..

But afterall..everything's settled now..at least..there's nth more to worry..can happily go classes again..hopefully they'll be able to get the same classes too.. =)


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Anyway..had lunch with Vind yesterday after class in BU's McD..before that..we went over to Bentley to give Droo a surprise too..haha..then we forced him to sneak out from work to join us for lunch.. =p

And I managed to get snapshots of the place where the showcase was held on Sunday which I had missed.. =[







How I wish that I could make it for the showcase.. =[



Owh well..when I was busy concentrating on the accounts lecture yesterday..Cw was getting really bored and decided to find his own entertainment using my phone..





=]

Aku Keliru

There you go again...without any signs..and I'm lost..once more...

Built to Last =)

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.



Me love.. =)


and I really miss you..





Anyway..my first lecture class on Monday was skipped..why? not bcoz I'm lazy or I dont have the mood or anything like that..its bcoz I was forced to..I never expected that the lecture hall will be so small..that it didnt manage to fit all the students that attended the class..

Since there wasnt any empty seats left..I was forced to attend the second class which was today..and eversince the first experienced..I'm smart enough to go for all my classes about half an hour earlier.. =p



Owh..if any of my utarian buddies read this..I'm telling you now..be prepared..as Zheng Tat and I are coming to visit Kampar..haha! I know you guys surely miss us..haha! =p most probably next two weeks time or even mayb next friday..cant wait! =)

Irresistable

Perhaps is the only word that I can use to describe and what's keeping the door locked is still a puzzle to me..but I know I was right.. =)

Those fingers running through the face..the chest and arms that were protective enough to keep it safe and warm..the ticklings and laughters to get awake of..the smile that made it difficult to get off from..





Having you asleep by my side really got me mesmerized.. =)






And now..I miss you more than ever..

My unexpected classmate =p

I cant believe who I'll be studying with this time!!




Mr Chan Chee Weng!




Its seriously unbelievable!! haha!

And now..we shall be good classmates..kekeke!

Speaking of him..its been a long time eversince I last met Mrs Chan.. =p hopefully she's doing well.. =)



I guess things are getting better..I hope.. =) and starting from this coming week..I'm gonna be indulged in the hectic study schedule again..which means..less hanging out with my darling..ishh..

Excited and scary =p

Have you ever wondered how you'll looked like when you're really really excited? have you imagined how funny it will be?

Actually..I've never really imagined before..coz I know just exactly how I'll looked like..and trust me..its really funny..or mayb..scary.. =p

Here you go...

















Yea..I know..so stop laughing.. =p Found this when I was browsing through some old files in my pendrive..hehe..

I guess I was really very excited and happy to be able to take a close picture with VJ Joey..I lurveeeee... =p anyway..it was taken bout like four to five years ago..during The Click Five Prom Concert..with a very nice old friend of mine.. =)

And here's another one..with VJ Sarah.. =)




Ahh..what a moment.. =)









P/s: Everything's okie now..and thanks to the nice warm huggies! me loveee.. =D

Not just yet

Fate is definitely not in my hands..not at all..and I'm just about to give up every single thing..it seems that I've been completely overshadowed..no matter how hard I've tried standing on the ground..I still end up collapsing..so much so..its getting really tiring and I'm starting to doubt my patience as well as the ability of succeeding..

It seems like all my strengths are starting to go haywire..begging for mercy..raising white flags everywhere signalling of a lost battle..its just way too exhausting..not even knowing what is for the best anymore..for every steps taken always seemed to be another mistake..

Is it luck that's been playing the whole part? or is it just sth that I have not realised yet?

A wise man said.."Failure is a part of life. It depends on how you handle the failure."

Probably..this is the only thing that is keeping me alive at the moment..

All the best, Amerz and ymc =)

Its really sad that Amerz is leaving to Kampar in few days time..someone who was there for me whenever I'm sad..gave me countless pieces of advise whenever I'm in need..someone who cares so much of me..and now he's going to be away from me..I know he'll be back to KL in few months time again..but we will never be able to share our study moments together anymore..

But I promise we'll always stay in touch no matter what..always be there whenever he needs someone to lend an ear.. =) and you will definitely be missed!! *huggies* *sobz sobz*

And of course..not to be forgotten..Mei Chern as well..the girl who I have spent two sems of my foundation with.. =) wonderful moments that we shared together as classmates will not be forgotten..the girl who's always cute although seemed to be blur most of the time..I still remember the time when our group back then went over her house for revision but ended up spending our day talking instead.. =p

Anyway..a great day I've spent with both of them today..more with Amerz though..thanks to Amerz for the treats..both lunch and movie.. =)
























Perhaps..I might even be going to Kampar for a visit next month..if Dat Dat's planning to go.. =p

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Anyway..I had a pretty great time yesterday..the practice was good too.. =D and I'm really looking forward to the next practice..till we come up with more songs in the list..and just maybe..we would consider of the open mic night too.. =)











Anyway..I wonder if it can sense what's in my mind or its just plain lucky to have always come to me whenever I wouldnt wanna care much..somehow..whatever it is..it remains the same.. =)

Comes what may =)

A slight feeling of guilt kinda built up in my chest...and as soon as the talk was over..I caught myself feeling sorry..wondering if I could just knew everything right from the beginning..maybe I should've learned or realised that I was just being biased all the while..but I did not obviously..

I knew..it was never too late to have realised that now..although I might seemed to be in no position to speak out or sth..which was exactly what I thought of before this..but I came to my senses that I do definitely have the rights..to voice out whatever I think is appropriate of course..I'm apart of it..

And a nest that was so well-built..that I was staying in to protect myself all along..this is the time when I should actually leave it behind..time to really spread my wings and fly..time for me to look after of others instead of being looked after at..although I felt that I've left it long before..but I know...I just know...that I just took off for the very first time ever in my life.. =)

I'll do whatever it takes..I swear I will..Comes what may.. =)

Head start

I should have be gone...but then..I showed up..eventhough apart of me feels like ignoring..why? I cant find myself a reason why..but I just know..that there's still sth left in me.. =)

At the same time..its funny that the visions are coming back..good news perhaps.. =p



Anyway..I'm ready to get back to business..looking forward to the new environment and hopefully everything's gonna be fine in the new place.. =)

My favourite =]

Mocca never once failed to make me feel good whenever I hear them..especially when I'm feeling blue..or even when I'm feeling fine..their music keeps me lighted.. =)

I just cant find others that are as good as them..and they have now become my favourite..I'll be waiting for their upcoming album for sure..hopefully there will be one.. =D

And I'm definitely looking forward to the news that I've received yesterday..I really hope it worked out.. =]


Off for more Mocca now.. =p

It shall be gone soon

There's always a shadow that I see each time when I close my eyes..I cant resist the thoughts that go through my mind..no matter how hard I tried to get it out..it will always remain..

Although I have always realised that there shouldnt be any need for all this at all..but apart of me couldnt care less for it..despite of having to know not even a single thing on the other side..

But I believe this shall be gone soon..






On the other hand...I actually enjoyed myself these five days with the companion of the sick patient..poor guy..and I actually sense sth good.. =)

Scooby Dooby Doo tooo =p

Watching Spongebob..Power Rangers..Crayon Shin Chan and Doraemon really brought back most of the childhood memory.. =) and for why I ended up watching so many cartoons or children programs were bcoz there's nth much to do besides watching them..

I was stucked in the ward for the whole day since Wednesday..haha..okie..stucked isnt the appropriate word to use coz it sounds like I'm so reluctant..well...I actually volunteered to take care of someone in the hospital.. =p

And luckily..he's recovering after the surgery two days ago.. =) hopefully he'll be completely recovered soon..and then I'll be able to hang out again..and also going to my beloved Pelita during the night..haha!

Damn..I definitely miss the moment when we have a nice conversation in Pelita and then going for a car ride in the middle of the night..and now..I'll just havta wait.. =)


Get well soon!! =D




P/S: Happy Mummy's Day!! Mummy is the best.."Engkaulaaaa..ratu hatikuuuuu"... =p *hugs and kisses*

Words for you

I seriously hate it when someone orders me to do something as though I owed him..but at the first place..that someone is the one who was asking me for a favor..plus..that particular person wasnt even being polite enough to ask me nicely..

Who the heck you think you are to be bossing me around and asking me things with no respect at all?!

If I could be mean..I wouldnt even give a damn bout anything you asked at all..

Sending me a short msg rudely isnt showing any good side of you..plus..it kinda reduced the level of respect from me to you..to be honest..the good impression that I have on you wasnt even much at all..and with all the attitude that you're showing..it soon will be reduced to none..negative..

And stop being self-centered..thinking that you're the victim all the time...coz the truth is..you're not..and the real victim isnt making any sound at all..

Furthermore..its best to just stop accusing others or stabbing ppl's back to make a good impression on yourself..coz it wont even do any good to you..its not necessary to be believing in every single things that've been said..and the most importantly..stop being jealous of others..

Nobody is trying to compare anything at all..except for yourself..its just you who were thinking too much..assuming that ppl would care of small little stuff that you think is big..you yourself is making others as a threat and thus reducing your courtesy and confidence of who you really are..

So wake up and face the real world..nobody..I said nobody is perfect in this world..so why not trying to be the best..and stop worrying about how others are better than you do..or complaining how unlucky you are compared to others..

Speaking of that..mind you..they wont be who they are now if they did not play their own part and work hard to retain that status..trust me..it doesnt just fall off from the sky..and be that way forever..

Eventhough they might seemed to be lucky and all..but they do have their flaws too..so why all the jealousy? think about it..and try to show some respect when nobody is owing anyone here..


P/s: Darl's the only one who knew this particular person very well..and I think you feel the same way as I do..haha! and I wouldnt be that mean laaa..but if it repeated..mayb I should do as what you said.. =p

Expecting more experiences =)

I now pronounce that I've officially completed my first year..*applause*..haha!

But sadly..I'll only be having three weeks of holiday..thats too short seriously..or else..I'll be having five months of holiday instead..after a long consideration..I've decided not to waste more time..as time is totally valuable..at the same time..I'll be able to cope with my work..double responsibilities..more commitments.. =)

Anyway..I've watched X-men..and yea..I agree Hugh Jackman..is hot like what most commented..but I actually kinda like the character Gambit too..haha..why not? he's cool..haha! and now..I'm pleased with myself..totally..who needs to wait afterall! =D

*I know darling will be proud of me..haha!*

Speaking of darl..its time to have some fun outing..before I'll drenched myself into the busy world again.. =) and I want Kripy Kreme..haha..anyone tried before?? =)


And I seriously cant wait for Prison Break..I'm so gonna finish both of the third and forth season in this week.. =D



P/s: I love my Mom...and thanks for all the supports whenever I'm in need..you're the best! *hugs and kisses*..Happy Birthday, Mummy..hope all your dreams come true.. =)

Badminton is healthy

And now I've regretted watching 'The Uninvited' instead of studying on Thursday.. =p

I've wasted two days of my free time watching movie and playing badminton today..okie..I know..its me who wanted to play so badly..haha..and now..I havta work like super hard to complete my revisions by tuesday..which means..I'll only have three days left..this is scary.. =p

But still..I totally enjoyed the badminton session today..and we should totally make it more often..haha..its good to be running and sweating again.. =)

Now..anyone wanna study with me too? =p





P/s: I've figured it out..and there's no other way...I'm totally going for it.. =)