All the best, Amerz and ymc =)

Its really sad that Amerz is leaving to Kampar in few days time..someone who was there for me whenever I'm sad..gave me countless pieces of advise whenever I'm in need..someone who cares so much of me..and now he's going to be away from me..I know he'll be back to KL in few months time again..but we will never be able to share our study moments together anymore..

But I promise we'll always stay in touch no matter what..always be there whenever he needs someone to lend an ear.. =) and you will definitely be missed!! *huggies* *sobz sobz*

And of course..not to be forgotten..Mei Chern as well..the girl who I have spent two sems of my foundation with.. =) wonderful moments that we shared together as classmates will not be forgotten..the girl who's always cute although seemed to be blur most of the time..I still remember the time when our group back then went over her house for revision but ended up spending our day talking instead.. =p

Anyway..a great day I've spent with both of them today..more with Amerz though..thanks to Amerz for the treats..both lunch and movie.. =)
























Perhaps..I might even be going to Kampar for a visit next month..if Dat Dat's planning to go.. =p

---

Anyway..I had a pretty great time yesterday..the practice was good too.. =D and I'm really looking forward to the next practice..till we come up with more songs in the list..and just maybe..we would consider of the open mic night too.. =)











Anyway..I wonder if it can sense what's in my mind or its just plain lucky to have always come to me whenever I wouldnt wanna care much..somehow..whatever it is..it remains the same.. =)

Comes what may =)

A slight feeling of guilt kinda built up in my chest...and as soon as the talk was over..I caught myself feeling sorry..wondering if I could just knew everything right from the beginning..maybe I should've learned or realised that I was just being biased all the while..but I did not obviously..

I knew..it was never too late to have realised that now..although I might seemed to be in no position to speak out or sth..which was exactly what I thought of before this..but I came to my senses that I do definitely have the rights..to voice out whatever I think is appropriate of course..I'm apart of it..

And a nest that was so well-built..that I was staying in to protect myself all along..this is the time when I should actually leave it behind..time to really spread my wings and fly..time for me to look after of others instead of being looked after at..although I felt that I've left it long before..but I know...I just know...that I just took off for the very first time ever in my life.. =)

I'll do whatever it takes..I swear I will..Comes what may.. =)

Head start

I should have be gone...but then..I showed up..eventhough apart of me feels like ignoring..why? I cant find myself a reason why..but I just know..that there's still sth left in me.. =)

At the same time..its funny that the visions are coming back..good news perhaps.. =p



Anyway..I'm ready to get back to business..looking forward to the new environment and hopefully everything's gonna be fine in the new place.. =)

My favourite =]

Mocca never once failed to make me feel good whenever I hear them..especially when I'm feeling blue..or even when I'm feeling fine..their music keeps me lighted.. =)

I just cant find others that are as good as them..and they have now become my favourite..I'll be waiting for their upcoming album for sure..hopefully there will be one.. =D

And I'm definitely looking forward to the news that I've received yesterday..I really hope it worked out.. =]


Off for more Mocca now.. =p

It shall be gone soon

There's always a shadow that I see each time when I close my eyes..I cant resist the thoughts that go through my mind..no matter how hard I tried to get it out..it will always remain..

Although I have always realised that there shouldnt be any need for all this at all..but apart of me couldnt care less for it..despite of having to know not even a single thing on the other side..

But I believe this shall be gone soon..






On the other hand...I actually enjoyed myself these five days with the companion of the sick patient..poor guy..and I actually sense sth good.. =)

Scooby Dooby Doo tooo =p

Watching Spongebob..Power Rangers..Crayon Shin Chan and Doraemon really brought back most of the childhood memory.. =) and for why I ended up watching so many cartoons or children programs were bcoz there's nth much to do besides watching them..

I was stucked in the ward for the whole day since Wednesday..haha..okie..stucked isnt the appropriate word to use coz it sounds like I'm so reluctant..well...I actually volunteered to take care of someone in the hospital.. =p

And luckily..he's recovering after the surgery two days ago.. =) hopefully he'll be completely recovered soon..and then I'll be able to hang out again..and also going to my beloved Pelita during the night..haha!

Damn..I definitely miss the moment when we have a nice conversation in Pelita and then going for a car ride in the middle of the night..and now..I'll just havta wait.. =)


Get well soon!! =D




P/S: Happy Mummy's Day!! Mummy is the best.."Engkaulaaaa..ratu hatikuuuuu"... =p *hugs and kisses*

Words for you

I seriously hate it when someone orders me to do something as though I owed him..but at the first place..that someone is the one who was asking me for a favor..plus..that particular person wasnt even being polite enough to ask me nicely..

Who the heck you think you are to be bossing me around and asking me things with no respect at all?!

If I could be mean..I wouldnt even give a damn bout anything you asked at all..

Sending me a short msg rudely isnt showing any good side of you..plus..it kinda reduced the level of respect from me to you..to be honest..the good impression that I have on you wasnt even much at all..and with all the attitude that you're showing..it soon will be reduced to none..negative..

And stop being self-centered..thinking that you're the victim all the time...coz the truth is..you're not..and the real victim isnt making any sound at all..

Furthermore..its best to just stop accusing others or stabbing ppl's back to make a good impression on yourself..coz it wont even do any good to you..its not necessary to be believing in every single things that've been said..and the most importantly..stop being jealous of others..

Nobody is trying to compare anything at all..except for yourself..its just you who were thinking too much..assuming that ppl would care of small little stuff that you think is big..you yourself is making others as a threat and thus reducing your courtesy and confidence of who you really are..

So wake up and face the real world..nobody..I said nobody is perfect in this world..so why not trying to be the best..and stop worrying about how others are better than you do..or complaining how unlucky you are compared to others..

Speaking of that..mind you..they wont be who they are now if they did not play their own part and work hard to retain that status..trust me..it doesnt just fall off from the sky..and be that way forever..

Eventhough they might seemed to be lucky and all..but they do have their flaws too..so why all the jealousy? think about it..and try to show some respect when nobody is owing anyone here..


P/s: Darl's the only one who knew this particular person very well..and I think you feel the same way as I do..haha! and I wouldnt be that mean laaa..but if it repeated..mayb I should do as what you said.. =p

Expecting more experiences =)

I now pronounce that I've officially completed my first year..*applause*..haha!

But sadly..I'll only be having three weeks of holiday..thats too short seriously..or else..I'll be having five months of holiday instead..after a long consideration..I've decided not to waste more time..as time is totally valuable..at the same time..I'll be able to cope with my work..double responsibilities..more commitments.. =)

Anyway..I've watched X-men..and yea..I agree Hugh Jackman..is hot like what most commented..but I actually kinda like the character Gambit too..haha..why not? he's cool..haha! and now..I'm pleased with myself..totally..who needs to wait afterall! =D

*I know darling will be proud of me..haha!*

Speaking of darl..its time to have some fun outing..before I'll drenched myself into the busy world again.. =) and I want Kripy Kreme..haha..anyone tried before?? =)


And I seriously cant wait for Prison Break..I'm so gonna finish both of the third and forth season in this week.. =D



P/s: I love my Mom...and thanks for all the supports whenever I'm in need..you're the best! *hugs and kisses*..Happy Birthday, Mummy..hope all your dreams come true.. =)

Badminton is healthy

And now I've regretted watching 'The Uninvited' instead of studying on Thursday.. =p

I've wasted two days of my free time watching movie and playing badminton today..okie..I know..its me who wanted to play so badly..haha..and now..I havta work like super hard to complete my revisions by tuesday..which means..I'll only have three days left..this is scary.. =p

But still..I totally enjoyed the badminton session today..and we should totally make it more often..haha..its good to be running and sweating again.. =)

Now..anyone wanna study with me too? =p





P/s: I've figured it out..and there's no other way...I'm totally going for it.. =)

Satisfaction achieved =)

After preparing for today's paper over a month..I'm pretty glad that all the efforts actually paid off.. =) and yet I was worrying that I'm going to be dead for not knowing which theory to memorize..plus..I wasnt able to stay up the whole night memorizing all the theories..although my phone beeped most of the time..I still ended up falling asleep.. =p

Consider it as lucky or attentive.. =)

And for now..one more to go and I'm done with the foundation..

Therefore..I shall be really busy for the whole week preparing for this paper..although I'm willing to make myself free for a day just to have a day out with my darling..but too bad..my offer is not appreciated..*yess you darl..hmp! go watch movie yourself! haha! =p*

Lets hope that I'll be able to prepare for the upcoming paper on time..good luck guys! =)



Here's some snapshots taken during study session with Amerz and Meichern.. =)













And we were really serious when studying okie.. =p


At the same time..I would like to thank those who wished me luck last night when I was trying to burn some midnight oil which didnt turned out like what I wanted..haha..especially the one who accompanied me throughout the whole night. =)

More studying session starting tomolo..first stop..Klcc.. =D




Anyway..I guess X-men will not happen..I knew it..just like I think it will..and I dont really get it..but whatever.. =)

Current mood = Letoya's Not Anymore..good one.. =)

Unforgettable experience

I suddenly recalled the things that came across my mind few weeks ago..and that thing actually kinda made me feel good..haha..

I mean..the story I heard regarding how the chocolates were sent over...which made it really obvious for everyone who knew it..to realise that there is meaning to it..and that looked pretty much desperate I guess..I thought this action was kinda embarassing enough as others actually noticed it..and were talking bout it..plus..the receiver is the one who told me the story.. =p

But..not till I noticed the distance it took to get the chocolates to be sent over..gosh..it was really..like super desperate..if its me..I dont think I will ever think of that..but..well..I guess I'm nobody to comment on this..afterall..I know its sincere.. =)

*end of story*



I must say that..today was indeed a tiring day..but yet..an amazing day..

Although the place sucks..and the weather was cooking me up alive..and we even seemed like we were lost in the middle of nowhere..plus I've been complaining alot throughout the whole day..still..I had a really great experience..a non forgettable one.. =)

And for this..I would like to thank Toong so much for accompanying me today.. =)

The whole experience of speaking in front of the camera..awesome! I thought I would ended up getting shivers and probably unable to present myself at all..but no..haha..I feel normal..which was impressive for the first time.. =D

I just love the experience..so much..but if there is another one coming up..no way..I wouldnt wanna get myself stranded in the middle of nowhere again..and costs me more then ten bucks to get there..unless...I have a driver next time..haha! =p

The result isnt what I'm looking forward anymore..I guess..I would still prefer my upcoming plans..and I'm still waiting for my first practice..which I hope that it will be soon..as I know..most of them were busy with the event in Monash tonight..

I really cant wait for it..but still..for the mean time..I shall make sure that it will not distract my concentration on the finals.. =)

And yes..I'm upset that darling's now done with her finals..and mine is just about to start..whyyy? I want to hang out with you..go makan and movieeee..and this time..with Toong..he's back..oh yea.. =p



By the way..I've watched Sniper..and the movie is nice..and the guys..just a word to describe it best..H-O-T..I guess there's no need for me to describe them further.. =)

Next movie coming up..I hope its X-Men..lets see.. =)

Random thoughts

Like expected..it popped out at that particular time of day..

I wonder why..only that moment it will come..and the absence of courage actually restricted the answer to it...

At times..pessimistic thoughts will just appear out of nowhere..but most of the time..I will just figure out that it will be better to be left as it is.. =)

But like I said..I know you do know too.. =)







Anyway..karaoke session yesteday in Neway, OU was fun..there are more updated english songs..which I'm really glad..but still..I would prefer Redbox.. =)

And this was what happened when my mic's batteries were dead..ish..






Yea..out of boredom.. =p

They should really make a mic that would really last long..I dislike the disruption when I'm actually enjoying myself very much..haha..



Well..few more days to go for the first paper..and I'm almost done with the revision..a good start I guess.. =)

At the same time..good luck and all the best to my darling.. =D

Days have came and gone

How long could I do this anymore..

How much patient is there left for me..

Perhaps some things are meant to be left just like the way it is..



Waiting for the day to arrive..















Anyway..


Happy 19th Birthday, dear Jasmine! =)


May you stay happy always!

And remember..you'll always have me whenever you're in need..love you lots! =D


*lotsa huggies and kisses!! =P *

Farewell Thee

Finally..foundation has ended..although I used to want this so much..but somehow..my heart feels weird to have just ended the whole thing in such a short period of time..its not about the studies of course..its about my whole bunch of friends..

I will nvr ever be able to joke..study..hang out with them anymore..okie...unless I really go over to Kampar with 'Dat Dat' and 'Xiu Ye Zai' during the weekends..just to meet up with them..gosh..I'm already missing all of you..I wonder if you guys will ever miss me and my trademark too..haha.."huh?? what? what is ittttt???" in mandarin of course.. =p

Here's some fraction of memories we had together few days ago..




































More on Facebook.. =) and I will never ever forget the memories we shared together in a year..afterall..I should thank all of you for I can now speak mandarin fluently..free mandarin lessons from you guys I guess.. =p

For now..good luck and all the best for the finals, buddies! we shall strive for it! =)

---

Have you ever went for a movie..and once you got into the cinema hall..your seat is nowhere to be seen? and you cant find your seat..and then you started wondering if you're in the wrong hall..but when you double checked..you're actually in the right hall..but its just the seat that is missing..

If you've tried before..I guess you've went to the Pavilion's GSC and in the 5th hall..haha..and probably your seat is A11 or A12.. =p

Coz thats exactly what happened to me on Wednesday..haha!

It was really funny that each row was twelve seated..but then the last row's number was written from 1 till 9 only..how could that be possibly happened! ishh..thank God I counted how many seats were there in each row..or else..I'll be wondering if someone's putting a prank on me.. =p







What a nice experience.. =p








Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini

Productive day indeed

I must admit..the Green Tea Latte that I've been forced to try for the first time tasted kinda nice..hahaha..okie..not really forced la..but was encouraged to try it out..but still..I must say that..the colour seriously..super green la..like super alot of colouring like that..although I know its organic colour.. =S

Probably bcoz we ordered Hot Green Tea Latte instead of Ice Blended Green Tea Latte that looked tempting with the whipped cream on top of it..haha..I'm so gonna order that the next time.. =) Probably I should just forget about Pure Vanilla Ice Blended and try out for Green Tea Latte and Chai Latte instead..yummmyyy~ =p

Overall..today is indeed a productive day..at least mine is more productive rather than someone who just copied someone else's notes and referred that as productive..haha..

Finally..I'm done with marginal and absoprtion costing..thank goodness..I've been working on it for more than a week...thanks to Xian and Sean for helping out though.. =) and I think I gotta start speeding up my revision on other topics as well before I run out of time to cover all the topics..

Two more weeks to go.... =)

Talentime

Wonderful outing with Darling, Xian and Jasmine yesterday.. =)

Moreover..Talentime is seriously awesome..I loveeeeeee it! I know most of the ppl would be like "what? Talentime? isnt it some kinda malay movie? is it even nice?"..but hey ppl..firstly..you dont even wanna support our local movie..secondly..you dont even know how meaningful the show is..if you have that thought ppl..you missed out sth in life..

Anyway..if you have watched movies like Sepet and Gubra..you will like Talentime for sure..its the same director anyway...Yasmin Ahmad.. =) there are always moral values in her movies..and it is touching..I admit..I cant stop my tears from rolling off my cheecks..great job done by the talented young actors.. =)

By the way..I like Mahesh..alot.. =p although a lot of ppl kinda into Howard..

My favourite poem from the movie..recited by Melur to Mahesh..its really beautiful and sweet.. =)

If the moon can come lingering in the morning so bright, why cant the sun do the same at nite?




After movie..we had secret recipe..and the cakes were yummyy.. =)

We had White Chocolate Macadamia, Durian Cheese, Classic Cheese and Chocolate Indulgence..if you are a durian fan..you will definitely adore durian cheese..haha.. =p



While at night..I managed to catch up for a drink with Ivan, Kc, Xian and Pc..although Sam is in the States..but he's still in our conversation most of the time..but regardless of what..its better to just keep it within ourselves..haha.. =p I cant wait for Sam to come back on December though.. =)

---

Study time with Darling and Xian was interesting today..I could only managed to study two pages of my slides for a chapter..which is totally wrongggggg...thanks to both of them..cracking jokes and laughing out loud non-stop for continuously few hours..

But still..at least...there is sth that I managed to study and understand during the whole studying session in McD.. =)


Anyway..my fav conversation today which is My Cup of Tea by Darling and Xian..


Its like a chinese tea..you refill it again and again..until it becomes tasteless

Its like a cup of Ice Blended Mocha..not really the right drink that I wanted but too wasted to be thrown away

But the nicest one is always the Pure Vanilla Ice Blended..but its not always that I'll get to have it..just occasionally


What a good one I must say..hehe.. =p

I wonder how can they be soooooooooooo creative..I'm totally speechless..haha..


Anyway..its funny how someone can just twist things and made it sounds like the other way round..but afterall..I know the real intention..its obvious..I just knew it..I know it is too the other way round.. =)

The Fast and The Furious 4

Have you guys watched The Fast and The Furious 4? If the answer is no..then you should go and watch it..although I must say that its more to storyline instead of stunts.. =p but still..the movie's great..after three sequences..still..everything's good..

There were more muscle cars this time..Mustang and the rest which I dont know much..I must say..muscle cars are kinda interesting..I do kinda like it.. =p but hey..there's newest Scooby in the movie..and I loveeeeee it so much..the two tone paint was totally awesome..(okie..I admit..I'm a huge Scooby fans okie.. =p)..there's R34 too..just like 2 Fast 2 Furious..Paul Walker's R34..haha..

There was R35 too! But unfortunately..Paul Walker just named the R35 as his selection..it did not really appeared in the whole driving scene..hmm..and there was this new Camaro too..exactly the same painting as the one in Transformers as BumbleBee..haha! and a short scene of M3.. =p

Besides this few listed ones..the rest were almost all muscle cars..awesome ones.. =)





And now..the new Scooby hatchback from the movie..sweeeeeeet! =p











And the R35 that looks sth like this..I likeee.. =)





And now the rest..












Okie..seriously..I really really reallyyy do hope Han's gonna come back in The Fast and The Furious 5..Han gotta come back no matter what..he's like so damn cool okie! it was kinda disappointing that he just appeared in the first few scenes..whyyy?! haha..okie..pleaseeee..get Han an important role in the next sequence.. =p If anyone of you actually forgotten who Han was..here's a photo to remind you of the guy who 'did' the donnaught stunt in Tokyo Drift..



One of the memorable quote from Han in Tokyo Drift:
Life is simple, you make choices and you dont look back.. =)

By the way..he got nicer hairstyle this time..he looks better with his hair now.. =p


At the same time..there were suggestions that the fifth sequence should actually use the R35 and 370Z..will it be possible? well..guess I'll just gotta wait for the next one to come..cant wait.. =p

Before wrapping things up..my favourite quote in this sequence is from Dom played by Vin Diesel..its sth like this..

When I see someone flashing the lights from the back, I dont stop

Sweeet! =p


P/s: What's with the direct malay translation of the movie title..its hilarious..'Pantas dan Garang 4'...wth!! you must be kidding me..most of us laughed our ass out in the cinema.. =p

April Fooled?

So..how was April Fool?

Haha..nothing really special..its just that one of my classmate actually sent me an sms after twelve..telling me that the lecture class the next day was cancelled..yea right..as though I didnt know that it was already 1st of April after twelve..haha..gotcha! =p

After class on Wed..I actually hung out in Pyramid with Andz..watched My Bloody Valentine..and I swear..the movie was seriously gross..haha..all the gruesome killing scenes..really unbearable..till the extend that I really really need to cover my eyes..haha..but it was awesome.. =p

Anyway..did you guys actually heard Flyfm on Wed night? the one with most requested chart or sth like that..I swear that was freaking hilarious..I was in the car..listening to Fly while chatting with Andz..and I was shocked to hear the same song twice..so..I thought it was just a mistake done by Prem and Jules..

But after that..the same song played again for the third time..and yea..they got us..the whole chart which consists of ten songs were actually all the same song..wth! haha..it was My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson..seriously..damn sick of that song now..haha!!



Finally..assignments are all done and over..and its time to focus on the finals which will be in three weeks time..hopefully I'll do better this time.. =)



Anyway..after considering of cutting my hair to this short for a very long time..



I've decided to just keep it as it is..





What do you think? =)