The experiences gained in these two months of the semester break is totally priceless. So much learnt, so many efforts were invested to make things work. Not to forget, determination and commitment too. Although there were times when I felt like nothing is working no matter how hard I've tried till the extend of calling a quit, but I just knew it was not the right thing to do. There goes the phrase, 'No pain, no gain'.
Most of all, I do love what I'm doing. Bringing about changes to people's lives in a good way gives me satisfaction. Imagine people coming to you, saying 'Thank you for everything. You've completely changed my perception on how things can work in a better way'. The feeling of joy that I will never be able to explain. =]
In some other way, I've benefited too. Learning that an idea can be developed into actions just by making a move. Everyone's got to start somewhere indeed. Which had totally drives me into making my idea into a reality. Of course, there will be obstacles, but whats more important is to focus on the goal instead of the obstacles. Ignore the talking that is naturally developed in mind on the negativity. When there's a will, there's a way.
Same things apply to people's behavior. I couldn't be bothered much by certain people's actions which brings bitterness to my life. The less I care the better it is. Of course, I tend to get annoyed by this kind of immature actions that have been existing for a very long time. Being a copycat in whatever I am doing and also pretending to be nice but having a motive or whatsoever. Urgh. It just disgusts me. Somehow, they never know that they are the only sole player in the game which they are playing. How amusing.
As for me, I will just continue focusing on whatever I'm doing which actually makes me happy. =]