Secondly, I have successfully completed my studies and that I will be graduating next month! =]
All my worries are now gone. And I am all happy and excited, anticipating the convocation which will be held next month. I am even making plans for the photography session and the family portraits that I have been dreaming of all these years. It is finally a dream come true. And I am really glad that I did not let my parents down. I am very grateful for all their supports, both financially and mentally throughout all these years. Especially my mummy dearest who have not only encouraged me and comforted me when I was faced with difficulties, but also patiently listens to all my whining and complaints about anything and everything. I can't thank her enough for everything she has ever done for me. =]
Thirdly, I have finally made a firm decision on what is really best for me. And I find it working perfectly fine after close to a month. I find myself even happier now and that I have so much freedom to do whatever that makes me really happy. I have all the time in the world to improve myself in every ways. I have the chance to learn to be even much more independent every single day. I came to know how great it is to be loved by family and friends and how much joy I felt by spending time with them. But most importantly, I am truly happy for I have now learnt to love myself much better than I did before. Like what most people have told me, one must know how to love herself or himself before loving others. And now I know that there are indeed so much in life that have yet to be offered. Now is the perfect moment for me to discover all the exciting great experiences in life, with a balanced, healthy and positive mindset that I am living with, every single day.
So, after two months of resting from studies and work, perhaps it is time for job hunting and get ready to proceed to the next phase of my life. Although I must admit that the uncertainties may somehow create fear within me, but I am sure that there will be many great and valuable experiences awaiting in the future ahead. I am anxious for the learnings that are yet to come. =]