Hello 2013!

Thesis is finally done! I did the impossible and proved my supervisor wrong. I do take full responsibility of my procrastination, which resulted in a very last minute work. Although I might have been busy juggling with jobs, assignments, exams and the uncountable trips to the hospital in the previous months, I still took my one month of work-free time to do nothing. Not until I sensed the pressure in the last week of submission. I have felt so much regret in me for not utilizing all those time I had into getting my work done. This resulted in sleepless nights, overloaded stress, skin breakouts, dark eye circles, weight gain for not having time to work out and lots of Starbucks Frappe intake in close to 2 weeks. These are nothing but negative effects.

And what did I proved my supervisor you may asked? Well, I managed to complete it in 3 weeks times. Yea, I did lots of journal readings in 2 weeks and only started typing, gathering data and analyzing everything in the last week. My supervisor thinks that its pretty impossible for me to rush it through. And seriously, I really am not at all proud of myself for being able to complete a last minute work. I complete it, for the sake of completing it in order to graduate. I have no idea if what i did was right. I seek high and low for help and assistance from my dear friends in which I am very thankful and grateful for their kindness to offer me guidance along the way. Some, have even supported me mentally by showing their concern the entire time of completion. Thank you very much. =]

I do love my topic. But unfortunately, its not a work that I would even think its good to be submitted at the first place. The thing I'm trying to point here is that, nothing is impossible. You can achieve what you want if you really work hard on it and give your one hundred percent. However, the quality of the result relies on the time and effort which you have invested. And the lesson I have learnt here is to never ever wait till the very last minute. What is the point if I could complete everything but I am not even satisfied with it? There is no meaning to it anymore. A lesson which I have learnt, and never will I repeat the same mistake again.

I am going to take this chance to thank everyone who have helped me to complete my research in these few weeks. Those who have spared their time to answer my questionnaires, those who took the trouble to share it with their friends and those who have taught me how to do and what to do, those who have contributed their ideas. Thank you very much and I would have never been able to complete this research without you people. =]

So now both thesis is submitted and presentation is done today, I do hope that I will be able to pass and graduate in time. That is all I'm asking for.

With that said, I am now moving on to the preparation of my final subject's examination which will be on the 5th February. Its just another 2 weeks to go and I shall not repeat the same mistake again. Once its done, I will then be able to anticipate the celebration of Chinese New Year with family and friends, before the birth of my little nephew. Yes, there will be a new addition to the Chan's family! I can't wait to see this beautiful baby boy! =p

Apart from focusing on the finals, its time to live up and restructure my lifestyle to achieve my resolutions made for this year. More of health-focused, family-oriented and productive year for me! Starting off with working out again, and more readings that will expand my knowledge in various fields. Its going to be a great year! =]

Helloooo 2013! =D