The assignment almost killed me but somehow I survived. With all the hastles, I actually forgot to study for my quiz which was on this morning and I thought I was as good as dead. But again. I survived. It was good. Haha.

So now, all I gotta do is just focusing on my finals. Seriously, past experience made me study harder. Or I shall say, I dont wanna waste my money. =p

Afterall, its just two weeks. Then, I'm like freaking free and go complaining around that I've got nothing to do. Haha. Most probably will be heading to Bangkok with Andz in the middle of next month. Cant wait. =]

The rear mirror's fixed but unfortunately its in black. Probably will only paint it to silver when the time is right. Urgh.

So assignment's done. All I need is just to focus on my studies for the finals which is on the last day of this month. Two papers on the same day itself. This is madness. But that means I have longer holidays. =]

While Andz's busy deciding whether to get an LCD or a camera or even a GC watch..I'm totally stressed up to complete my studies for the finals asap. What a life. And when he was busy shopping the other day..I spotted this damn freaking awesomely nice AX shirt which I wanted so freaking much. But thinking twice..I would rather take the money and spend it on the christmas presents to be given to his little nephews. =]

I cant wait for Christmas. =D

For the first time ever..I guess 'pang you chai-s' or translated in english was what we called 'buddies'..are seriously useful in life..they'll never let you down whenever you're in confusion or dilemma or even during the times of depressions..

This happened due to the experience of the worst day ever in my life which happened to be yesterday..everything seemed to just went haywire..spent my whole day standing and waiting to submit my documents..and when it was my turn..it took only few minutes to know that I've been rejected..wtf..

And bcoz of that..all the time were wasted and I only had limited time to study for my paper this morning..and whats even worse was..as I was driving out from my house to meet up with my cousin and then get some green tea frap in starbucks while studying..there was this freaking retard who just opened the door without looking out for cars passing by..this retard was parking illegally on the side of this narrow street and yet..opened his door like his grandfather's road..wtf..

Of course my car was damaged at the side and basically..my rear mirror was no longer functioning..damn..and with that..definitely I was in trouble..

Anyway...moral of the story..'buddies' are still the best..wtf..haha..


Owh..the paper I did this morning..luckily..it was okie.. =]

Andz: The other day I saw this nice Thomas Sabo pendant..I wanted to buy..

Me: *Awww..such a sweet guy <3*

Andz: But I'm not sure if its gonna look good on me.

Me: WTF..I thought you wanted to buy it for me..damn..you made me all excited and I just wanted to tell you how happy I am.. -.-"



Yea..what a boyfriend I have..urgh..haha!

Damn..I wonder what the hell is wrong with me these few days..it seems like there's always malfunctions in my body..started off with gastric and then regular discomfort..urgh..

I almost forgot that midterm's on next friday..thank god its only one paper..but yet..I still have not started revising for all the subjects..busy and lazy..

Anyway..guess I'll be hanging around kl more starting from next week..gym most of the days.. =]

Owh..I guess most of the ppl will be hanging out in clubs for the halloween parties rather than going to AAR's concert though..saddies..

I am fat. I am round. I need to lose my freaking weights.

So my dearest bro, stop singing Doraemon song to me anymore. Damnit. haha.




Celebrity fitness, I'm coming to you. Very soon. =]

I'm damn freaking sleepy now..and I'm probably just crapping all the way in this sad post..

Glad that I showed up in my friend's birthday supper session which I thought was dinner at first..haha..even happier to know that she was freaking happy to see me there all of a sudden when she was just about to prepare to leave..

My brain's shutting off..but all I can think of is "I really need to start studying for the LLS quiz on Monday"..as well as.."I neeeeeeed to start revising for my microecons or I'll be as good as dead"..

Someone..please please please make me study hard for these two subjects...

History shall not be repeated..no more wasting money..urgh..

Most importantly..no more procrastinating..

I NEED TO STUDY..



Goodnight. =]

I'm seriously lazy to update my blog..I know it looks dead..but I'll try to revive it asap.

Well..Avillion trip was awesome..pictures are already in Facebook..which explained why I'm lazy to upload them here..while work has been boring for not having much things to do and yet..interesting at the same time coz lotsa time for chit chatting with my fellow colleagues.. =]

I even had my hair cut last weekend..I mean I had cut my fringe short..which made me looked kinda weird..ppl around said it looked okie..but probably its just me who are not used to the new look..I want my hair back..urgh! my mom said I looked sexy with my haircut one day..and in my mind I was thinking.."what? do I looked like an Egyptian queen to you?"

I had a catch up with my ex schoolmate few weeks back before he went off to Philipines..and also with Afiq last week..and now I'm looking forward to the jamming session with him and the rest of his bandmates I assumed..wait till I get the list of songs first then.. =]

Owh..might be showing up in the All American Rejects's performance on the 31st though..and so..I will have to miss the Mocca's performance..urgh..I just cant have the best of both worlds. =[

Classes will be starting on Monday..I'm lazy already..thinking bout the journey that I need to travel everyday..urgh..

For now..I miss my boyfriend.. =]

Raya Holiday

Malacca trip on Sunday..shopping spree on Monday..working on Tuesday..

Avillion tomorrow!! <3


Pictures when I'm back..I promise.. =]



Still...Selamat Hari Raya peeps!

Unplanned excitement

Seriously..kite flying is really really fun.. =p

Okie..I missed the opportunity of flying a kite when I was little..as a matter of fact..I've only tried to fly a kite which I had learned to make using paper and tree sticks during my kindergarten..which happened to be failed to fly high up in the sky..

Owh..not only that..I even remembered once I bought a big eagle kite..from a beach but it can nvr fly..not at all..and mom told me that the seller was a liar..coz the eagle kite was way too heavy to be able to fly.. =[

And suddenly..after all these years..Ivan, Xian and I so happened to passed by Tmn Melur with lotsa children flying kites at an empty field..it caught our attention right away and Ivan decided to stop the car and joined the crowd..haha!

We bought a nice wonderful kite and started flying like an innocent child.. =p

And with Xian's advice of throwing the kite into the air and started running like a mad cow..which most of the time I was the one who did the running..the kite managed to fly high up into the sky..but unfortunately..it crashed back down to the land after a few mins.. =[

So we ended up..taking turns..running and running across the field from one end to the other..hoping that the kite will fly high up in the sky and stayed wherever it is..but still we failed...badly..that we actually looked like retards running around..

After the uncle who sold us the kite caught me running around..he came to me..and taught me the right way to fly a kite..without the hesitation of running across the field..and once Ivan threw the kite into the air..the kite started to fly up to the sky..without needing the uncle to run from where he was..he just moved few steps back and forth..and the kite stayed up the sky..for quite a moment..then he passed us back the string and asked us to just control the string to make it stay wherever it is..

BUT still..we FAILED..after passing the strings from one to another..the kite crashed again..then only we realised..it was the wind's fault..there wasnt much wind yesterday..thats why..none of the kites around managed to fly high up and stayed in the sky..haha..so we called it a day instead.. =]

We were all tired and soaked with sweat..especially Ivan and I who did most of the running..but afterall..it was really fun.. =D













After an awesome kite flying experience..we three continued our journey to Look Out Point for dinner..and before that..we spent our time enjoying the view and talking to each other at the tower..the sunset view was really beautiful.. =]





Anyway..the whole journey started with a lunch appointment.. =] and then came along the spontaneous plans and activities that kept us entertained for the whole day..we shall do it again.. =]

Three little reunions =]

I finally get myself really updated with all the happenings in Kampar. Thanks to both Yun and Amerz. =] I'm seriously glad that Amerz actually made it for lunch. We had a hell of a time in McD and I seriously miss my Utar mates.











I promise, I will visit Kampar after the finals. No worries la, Yun and Amerz. =p

I'm really looking forward to seeing them again and have some exciting experiences in Kampar really soon. =]

After the short lunch, I headed to Pavilion for a meet up with darling and few highschool mates. Had lots of stomach-pain laughing moments in Ichiban. Although I only managed to catch up with them a little since I was there late, but it was more than enough to be experiencing again the bond that we once have during school time. =]

Then after the short reunion, I went for a meet up at the same place with my aunt and two cousins who stayed in Setiawan who were earlier accompanied by my mom. It reminds me so much of the moments I've shared with Anson and his little sis about two or more years back. =]




My cute little cousin sis. <3



Together with mom on the right and aunt on the left.



Anson. =]



At the end of the day, I'm glad that I've spent my day meeting up with most of the people who I've not heard from for some time. I miss you guys. <3

A Day of Movie Marathon

Movie marathon, three movies in a day..seemed awesome to me at first..and after the first movie, Ghost of Girlfriends Past..we felt cool..but after the second movie, I Love You, Beth Cooper..both Andz and I were getting tired already..

Probably we were tired of sitting in a dark place for almost two hours each time that made us uncomfortable..and so..during out third movie, Dance Flick..we had our 1901 hotdogs before the movie started..and once it started..we were thinking..this movie is ridiculous..then later on only we got to realise that its something like Scary Movie..wth..damn freaking lame..made us felt like so retarded..

Lesson learned: Do not watch any new funny movies before watching the trailer and knowing the synopsis of the story.

And by the time we watched almost half of the movie..we couldnt take it anymore..and we left the cinema..and went home for a sleep instead.. =]

But overall..the two movies we watched earlier were good..worth watching..

Anyway..no more movie marathon like this anymore in the future..no way..therefore, next wed will be a shopping day instead.. =p

Now and then

I guess its really possible to have an answer without a reason why. Or maybe the reason might even be an illogical one. OR is it best referred to as unacceptable instead?

Perhaps the reason might even be a lie. Nobody would ever know the real truth except for the person itself.

Why keep guessing all these years then? Probably the mind puzzle that it left was truly distubing. Its like having the desire to find the few missing pieces to make it complete.

And when the real truth has revealed, the puzzle eventually turned out to be meaningless. A waste of time.

Infurious with all the blames which were just plain excuses. Having the thoughts and will to actually transform. Be different. Learning from the past. Everything was just wrong.

It shouldnt be any changes. Shouldnt be any blames taken lightly. Shouldnt be any puzzles. Shouldnt be any thoughts. Shouldnt be sacrifices.

Two words. Ignore and Forget. That was exactly what should be done. That way, perhaps everything is just everything it is right from the beginning. No lost. No confusion. No nothing.

I shall say, lesson finally learned.

Wedding dinner

No..its not prom..its not anyone's birthday..its Andz's cousin's wedding.. =]

The dinner party on Saturday was fun and the catering was really delicious..and the wedding dinner last night was wonderful as well.. =]







Took lotsa pictures with Andz's cousin..the girls in the picture above.. =] *too bad that Felicia was not able to attend..or else..we'll camwhore together gether..haha..*

More pictures to come once I've got them from Jesz. =]



Now here's some of the picture taken with Andz's Topshop Tee which turns out to be my favourite shirt while waiting for him to come home and send me off to college.. =]













Cant wait for Thursday..free room stay for a night in Impiana Hotel..thanks to Aunt Mary..staying next room to birthday boy on that day, Eddie..Andz's cousin..awesome! =p

Who doesnt love Ryan Reynolds in The Proposal..or probably I should say Darling's Proposal..haha! I guess she was really really excited about the movie that she ended up telling the ticket seller "My proposal pls"..and then I went "Huh? YOUR Proposal? Why you're so excited to get married so soon"..haha! =p

Well..Ryan's cute..and his name was Andrew in the movie..of all names..haha! Watched it with Darling and Tony after class this afternoon..and I am planning to watch the Ghost of The Girlfriends Past too..The Land of The Lost is a must as well.. =]

Anyway..I am now following to Andz's restricted diets..after he told me "OMG..you see your arms..they are getting bigger..you gotta do sth bout it dear"..and now..I gotta listen to watever he advised..bye bye to fries..ice creams..doughnuts..roti-s..sobzzz..and anything that's not recommended in the diet..I will havta ask his permission first..haha! yea..till this extend..I know..but thats what exactly I need to do..DISCIPLINE..or else..you'll see me in XL size.. =p

Anyway..I went to my hairstylist and ask him to blow my hair wavy..in order to decide if I should really give a try on different styles..and this was the outcome..







Then darling was asking me to make it permanent..and Andz was saying that he would prefer my natural hairstyle..and after a whole day out..when I looked into the mirror..I was thinking that I wasnt like myself with the wavy hair..and so..I've decided to just stick to the normal me.. =]

Cant wait for the wedding dinner that I will be attending on Sunday. =]

My 19th Birthday

I know its been a while..but here it is..the post on my birthday celebration.. =]

Thanks alot to Andz for all the effort..the countless calls that got the Jogoya's phone operator annoyed, I assumed..haha..and the patience to call some of my friends to join us for the supper..which was actually a surprise.. =]

As I was waiting excitedly to end my work for the day..I got a disappointing call from Andz..and everything turned out to be so upset that I ended up in tears too..somehow after I got home and prepared myself for the unknown agenda..I was feeling fine again..and the excitement was not there anymore..

Then we headed to Jogoya and once we got to our seats..I saw two guys waiting on our table..which happened to be George and Marcus..and out of nowhere..there popped in Xian and LiNie..and then I realised..that was all a surprise.. =]

So..the food was just okie to be honest..but the dessert was superb! I loveeee Haagen Dazs and the cakes..and the bakeries..and the chocolate marshmallow..and etc...haha! =p mouth watering..yummy..hehe..

Here are some of the pictures taken.. =)



Our fooooooood for the supper.. =]



More foooood when it comes to dessert already.. =D



This is actually my birthday cake..haha!



My plate of birthday 'cake' by Marcus..and since there wasnt any candles..he actually lighted his lighter and asked me to blow it like a candle..haha! owh..before that..he actually sang me the birthday song..how sweet it is..haha!



My two lovely ladies who kept their mouth shut and gave me a sudden surprise out of nowhere.. =p



Suddenly Marcus wanted to join us girls.. =p



And then the guys.. =]



Andz and George.. =]



Linie and I =]



Andz and I =D



One more.



Another one more.



And then a kiss for the effort and wonderful surprise supper in Jogoya.. =]


Well..since Leonard and Karmen were not able to join us for the supper coz they were having campfire..so we actually went over to St John to look for them..Kamal was there too.. =] and then we all went for a drink at mamak near SAB instead..haha..from their school to my school..funny.. =p

But we will never ever go back to the same sad mamak again..there was mosquitos everywhere..from head to toe..and the itchy-ness was unbearable..hehe..

Anyway..thanks alot to everyone who texted me birthday wishes via sms or through facebook who are:

1) Darling Yun
2) Xin Xian
3) Li Nie
4) Amerz
5) Xiao Ying - Amerz's gf
6) Chye Ying
7) Wei Kwan
8) Jun Ee
9) Ruo Xi
10) Ying Chern
11) Ivan
12) Afiq
13) Shawal
14) Winnie
15) Jolyn
16) Hsiao Toong
17) Chun Ping (Xiu Ye Zai)
18) Amzari
19) Wei Leng
20) Sunny
21) Melvin (Bro)
22) Tzen Hong
23) Felicia Foo
24) Sam *who wished me way earlier*
25) Eilene
26) Tony
27) Vincent Liew
28) Zhafri Adam
29) Muhammad Shazhakim
30) Jespreet
31) Mike Au Yong
32) Wei Liang
33) Yoga
34) Ellisa
35) Navine
36) Chee Weng
37) Stephy
38) Harvind
39) Gerina
40) Alexander
41) Mahesh (from Talentime)
42) Muhammad Safwan
43) Felicia Soo
44) Mac
45) Jon Lee
46) Chooi Yean
47) Jianina
48) Sherilyn
49) Mei Chern
50) Nur Sa'emah
51) Rupini
52) Droo
53) Firdaus
54) Nick
55) Aunt Peggy (mummy's friend)
56) Abang Sham
57) Kak Noora
58) Christ
59) Ricardo
60) Nadzia
61) Aunt Irene (Andz's mummy)
62) Aunt Mary (Andz's aunt)
63) Eddie (Andz's cousin)
64) George
65) Marcus
66) Leonard
67) Karmen
68) Kamal
69) Bryan
70) Andz =]

And others if there's anyone who I left out.. =)

Updates! =)

Tanjung Bungah was a really nice resort..I like the lobby..and especially the restaurant, The Shores where we had our breakfast early in the morning..the view is nice and I just love the environment..definitely wont mind staying at the same resort for our next visit in the future.. =)











Anyway..Bukit Bendera didnt come up like how we've planned..but as we were driving aimlessly around..we were caught up with the sign 'Tempat Kelahiran P.Ramlee'..and we were both wondering if it was really the birthplace of P.Ramlee..so we followed the sign and directions..and there it was..the very own house of P.Ramlee..of course..it was refurnished.. =)









And then our main agenda of the trip of course..buying lotsa series from Batu Ferringhi's night market..haha..spent over hundred just on that particular shop itself..and we were both satisfied with the trip already.. =p

Of course..another thing that was not to be missed..food from Gurney Drive of course..I just love the Asam Laksa and Mochi..yum yum yummmmmmmmmmy! haha..gosh..how I wish that I could get back to Gurney Drive for more food..





Basically..our trip was just involving driving around the town..walking in Gurney Plaza and Queensbay Mall..chilling in our resort during the night..owh..we even watched 'Dragged Me to Hell' in Gurney Plaza..midnight movie on the second night.. =)

Tried funny things which I dont like as well..the Whisky&Cola while watching tv during the midnight..taste weird to me..and also..the 'Bubur Durian' that tempted me..it taste wonderful for the first few mouth..after that..it makes me feel like throwing up..haha! just imagine of eating many many many dodol durian.. =p

Before we headed back to KL..we were kinda lost in the town searching for this..





Haha..if you cant recognise this cute little thing..its actually the Ghee Hiang biscuits I'm referring to..haha..it was really difficult to look for the smaller branch of Ghee Hiang..that was bcoz the road was mostly one-way only..we cant make any U-turns along the road..which leads to one road to another..we nvr got back to the same road no matter how..ish..

The reason we were looking for the smaller branch was bcoz the main branch got out of stock..but after we got lost..we ended up going back to the main branch and fortunately..the new stock of biscuits arrived just after we got there.. =)

Overall..we had a wonderful trip in Penang..still..I wanna go to Avillion for our next trip..haha! my colleague got me jealous by showing me all the photos that he took during his trip to Avillion..just a week after I came back from Penang..ish! =p

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I was stucked in Garden's Starbucks for the whole day yesterday..with my cousin, Jasmine..haha..I was busy studying for Management while she was busy onlining in front of me..spent for almost 5 hours there and then waited for my family and Andz to come over during the night for my dad's birthday dinner in Chilis..

And bro showed me the power of Twitter..haha! =p

Dinner was awesome..I just love their salads! =)


Anyway...




Happy Birthday, Daddy! =]





Mine in 2 days time..yay! =]

Back to KL

No more Penang..back to KL..and I'm already missing Gurney Drive..and Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel.. =(

More updates soon..gonna be busy with revisions and assignments for the time being..mid terms in two weeks time..assignment due date this friday and quiz next week..so dead..

P/s: I'm squeezing some time to write this post while I'm now attending ITC tutorial..inserting hyperlinks..tables and excel spreadsheet..boooooring.. =p

By the way..anyone on twitter..follow me.. =)

Penang Trip =)

Change of plan... =)

I will be heading to Penang instead of Avillion tomolo..which is not really a bad thing..me love the food..haha..and I still want to go to Bukit Bendera since the last time I went there the tickets were full..

More updates when I'm back.. =D

Back

My disappearance for few weeks time was due to the break down of my laptop..yes..it was way too old..and I guess its time for it to leave..wth.. =p

Classes are still boring..coz the lecturers are boring..sometimes..I dont even know what the lecturer was talking about during the whole class..I even wondered if it was my problem or the lecturer's..and when I asked around if somebody's feeling exactly the way that I do..all of them actually said yes..haha..ALL..

And why in the world that we need to sit on the floor when we have paid so much money for our studies..arent we supposed to be provided with a comfortable seat? cant they just do something when they know that the class is unable to fit in all the students? sigh..conclusion..the system sucks!

Well..cant believe that mid term's coming soon..in few weeks time..gosh...I'm so not prepared..in fact..I havent been studying even a single thing yet..so dead..basically I'm just busy attending classes..and working during the weekends..even the books and notes are incomplete yet..


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I'll be going off to Avillion next week.. =D

I cant wait..its going to be awesome.. =p

Relax timeeee! =)



And owhh..I've watched Transformers II on the exact release date itself..haha! =p got tickets and nice back seats..awesomeness!! sorry for those who didnt manage to get any tickets till next week..hahahahahaha!! =D

Thats the end of it

The outing with my parents and cousin's family was great..it was also my cousin bro, Joe's birthday.. =) therefore..we went over to Dome in mv for late lunch while catching up with each other..

And I guess I'm starting to bliff in my senses..sometimes..it could be really accurate..okie..there were quite a lot of times that my senses were right..and I cant bliff what I've just been through on that day..

Being totally numb..physically and mentally was totally sucks..was it anger or fear, I cant really differentiate much anymore..being almost totally lost controlled was seriously scary..

Whatever it is..I realised what it is trying to let me know was the real answers that I've been searching for all along..and I guess this is the time..for it knows I'm already ready for it..be it good or bad..and just when I thought that I'll never be able to get back up again..it showed me exactly what I needed to know..and made me realised how diminished that supposed to be.. =)

Now I'm grateful.

And I dont need no drama in this anymore.


Anyway..here are some of the pictures taken during the outing.. =)




























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And today's lunch was at Bangsar's Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa with Cw, Za, Niz and Vincent..since Niz was the driver..he was the one who made the decision..and everybody started going 'alarrrrrrrr..tak best la nasi lemak antarabangsa..tak nak la'..haha! but still..we ended up having lunch there..and it was just okieeee..

Then..there was Shahrul..the guy who acted as Ali in KAMI..who was actually Za's friend..so cool huh..haha..so many unexpected things in too little time..but..yeah..whatever..I guess its time to enjoy what I'm supposed to for now.. =)

I guess..the uni life isnt that bad anymore.. =p